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2002-12-29 - 9:06 p.m. melt all my heart away with a smile - heatwave it's settled. mando and the artist are spending new years with us. just the four of us. i think mando's actually gonna stay for a few days. that's so cool. i talked to the artist today and he said he's outta here by the middle of january. i'm happy for those two. i'm getting sicker and that sucks. my sweet boy and i were in the supermarket today and we saw this really cute guy there. he looked very nice walking up the aisle in front of us...then he turned around. he was not at all in the front how he looked from the back. so now whenever that happens it's gonna be called f.t.b. or from the back. like he's pretty hot, f.t.b. is that mean? probably. i will say this, we don't do the whole bitchy queen thing. i've got some friends that are like always pointing out the "fat & ugly". we don't do that. it's completely pointless and just plain mean. i'm no saint, (a martyr maybe) but i just don't feel the need. i'm just sick of people always pointing out the differences and trying to tuck each other away in nice (or not so nice) little pigeonholes. i'm way buddah on the mountaintop - kidding. i just don't like it is all. matt's gonna make me soup tomorrow. he's quite the cook. i can kinda sorta cook. i wish i knew how to do more in the kitchen. maybe that'll be a resolution. yeah so anyway, we took a nice long shower when i got home, and i was standing there with my eyes closed and my head down, matt's arms wrapped around me nibbling my ear, and i thought, 'i love him so much' i LOVE him. he's...well, that's enough of that. my point was just gonna be that i'm lucky to have someone like that and that sometimes it just amazes me is all. plain and simple. yeah, thanks for sharing, tony. goodnight. |
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