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2006-01-05 - 9:04 a.m. someone who's there - depeche mode christmas was great family, friends, food....and getting gifts the best was/is watching my nephews open their stuff christmas is for kids period. oh, and, tamales rule we went to matt's moms, day after christmas it was better (for me) this time i kept my hands out of my pockets............ well, not really (it's a habit),but, they were out at the right times, so.....improvement? i'd say so i probably didn't talk much more than the last time, but.....but what? well, i don't know, i guess when we got in the car to leave, matty squeezed the back of my neck and asked if i was okay i kinda looked over at him and said, i think so he just squeezed my neck again and laughed he said i seemed nervous i didn't think i was but maybe i was kinda relieved matty and his mom are doing okay i think it's kinda telling though that we go after the holidays kinda like, he's telling her, you weren't so sure how you felt about me now, i'm letting you know that i'm still not so sure about you, lady new years eve was cool went to a house party, danced a lot, drank too much, had lots of fun i know we came home and fooled around, and i woke up at 8am (yuk) and couldn't get back to sleep ('natch) so i made coffee, and realized that i had mattys boxers on matty wears boxers, like, old school boxer shorts either white or baby blue to navy blue solid colors no red, green, purple shit i wear boxer briefs why did i have his boxers on? dunno matty walked in and was apparently digging me in his boxers since they were quickly removed and discarded wowie zowie that boy's a firecracker still hanging out with adam his b/f's super cool the 4 of us get along no sexual tension........................okay, not much not enough to fuck things up what else..... cd's i got for christmas or bought recently/semi-recently if i've mentioned any before, sorry that's what happens when you wait so long to update the o.c. mix #5 - they're like really good mix tapes the redwalls, imogen heap, panic at the disco, the strokes, the hold steady....and i think that's it saw the family stone a couple of weeks ago i liked it the cast was good it was funny kinda sad perfect for the holidays finally saw brokeback mountain last week beautifully shot and acted everyone acted their roles so fantastically the locations were gorgeous on the big gay horndog note, jake gyllenhaal (sp?) and heath ledger as a couple was pretty hot they're both beautiful men i'm reading all this stuff now about how jake g. is saying he can't really remember the love scenes. all the shit talking about heath ledger and michelle williams getting together and procreating as some sort of.......diversion? whatever these two guys need to say or whatever, well, for their heads/ careers/ etc. i say, let 'em they made a beautiful love story i believed they were in love and how joyous and painful that love was for them both you could see it in their eyes for fucks sake they are great actors and these were great roles if they don't wanna get caught up in the whole gay thing, hey, whatever i think it says more about the media and public scrutiny than it does about the two lead actors they made a movie, they were believable, they did thier jobs well end of story anyway, matty and i loved it and, boy, was i horny after (ok, and during) the movie matty was like, you hungry? i said, nope oh my god, it was so fuckin' on i'm telling you, a firecracker on an obnoxious sidenote: whenever matt wants to make a point of my non-verbalness, i'm now referred to as ennis cute, right? wrong i may not be the greatest speaker, but, i'm in no way that bad i know he's just kidding, but, it still bothers me i'm embarrassed now, so............ but, hey, look at this entry, how long it is ennis, my ass |
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