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2002-06-11 - 11:22 p.m. i wanna rock your gypsy soul...van morrison hi, tonight, i went out for drinks w/ the gang, and it was lots of fun. i wanted to see 'about a boy', but, matt called, and said he was gonna be late. so, i called my homies, and they were going out for drinks, as usual, and, i decided to tag along. i ended up talking to this guy who i've mentioned a coupla times now. he's also gay, and i went to school w/ him. it must be fate, since i've seen him on numerous occasions, in a short amount of time. he's a nice enough guy. we talked about being gay, and coming from smltwn, and people we went to school w/. i shocked him by mentioning a couple of my high school conquests, and he shocked me w/ one. i was super shocked, actually. if i had known then, i woulda been all over this guy. he was beautiful, but had like perma girlfrienditis. he was always going out w/ one hot chick or another. i wonder where he is now. i hope he's doing well. oh, today, i was biting my nails, (which i d0), and this old woman told me, "stop that". i was like, "what"?, and she was like, "that's a bad habit". so, i thanked her, and moved away. i don't know what it would take to get me to interfere w/ the actions of a complete stranger, but i'm sure it would be more than nailbiting. strange-nice, or just strange? i really liked what i was wearing today. it made me feel..confident, or something. i just had these charcoal grey dickies shorts, like they hit at the knee, and this great light blue ben sherman shirt. i need more ben sherman shirts. they look great w/ anything, jeans, khakis, shorts...whatever. blue is my favorite color. i like navy, but, matt says i look better in baby blue. i think i'm too dark for baby blue, but, then again, i'm not too crazy about myself in anything...except..today. i'm a tool. oh god, i swung by my aunt's today, and she told me my cousin was pregnant. i felt bad, cuz i know a secret about her. see, this isn't the first time she's been pregnant. obviously, her mother thinks it is though. one good thing i can say about myself, w/o any bashfulness at all, is i can keep a secret like a motherfucker. i'll take that shit to the grave. period. you know what i find? that once you establish yourself as a trusted person, you get to hear LOTS of good shit. i'm the guy who's sitting there, and people are talking, and maybe they're getting into something personal, or whatever, and they look at me, and say, "i know YOU won't say anything", and proceed w/ thier conversation, and you know what? i DON'T say anything. i'm not bragging, or anything. keeping your gob shut is hardly a "talent" worth touting, but, i like the idea of being so trusted. i think people who hear something in confidence, and then turn around and blab it are nutless fucks. i saw the making the video for kelly osbourne's rendition of papa don't preach. i love her interpretation. some of my pals don't, but i really do. i love kelly osbourne. i love her accent, and her cherubic little face, and her sense of style is damn near flawless. i love her hair, and her shoes, her ties, and badges, everything, all of it. no, she didn't create the look, but, i didn't either, did you? no? well then, shut the fuck up, and quit "hatin'". she's truly faboo. i can't wait to go to san diego. it's gonna be so much fun. last night, i went to bed around 2a.m. i had wanted to be in bed by 12:30. i've been having a really hard time sleeping the last few days. i've been waking matt up in the middle of the night, so we can screw around, he's down, but still, i think i'll stop cuz he's been struggling in the morning, and i feel bad. i don't know, selfish or something. i mean, i can keep it in my pants til he gets home from work, i guess. okay, i'm boring myself even, sooo...... |
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