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2003-02-23 - 9:41 p.m.
break me off...

go on and take it off...c'mon and break me off...cuz i get what i want and i like what i see - the donnas - dedicated to matt

has anyone seen the movie "bandwagon"? it's really good. the grammy's are way lame, but, coldplay was amazing. speaking of coldplay, steve got four tickets, and i'm gonna see them at the hollywood bowl in june. super stoked about that. today was my last day of work for two whole weeks. can i get an AMEN!?! thank ya. our flight leaves wednesday.

still haven't talked to chris. not ready for that mess yet.

the party last night was fantastic. i felt/looked like death today, but it was so worth it. don't get me started about seeing this guy i used to fuck around with. he's really, really cute. he even came up, and hugged me. all we were to each other was a good time, but, it was nice to see him all the same. i'm usually uncomfortable in that sort of situation, but, he really is a good guy. matt liked him too. it's not like we're gonna hang out again, or whatever. at home, matt was like, "so, you and him?", "uh huh, like a million years ago". thankfully, he let it drop. i don't mind talking about my past. in fact, i'll even admit to turning him on with the sordid details of my previous relationships. BUT, i have to be in the mood for stuff like that. he's learning. and to my credit, i'll forge ahead when embarrassed, which i never really did too much before. i'd let it get to me, and shut down, but, now i may be blushing, stammering, or whatever, but, i try to keep speaking. it sounds stupid, but, it's progress. kinda cool. i don't know how i got here from there. whatev.

'night...

-take it / leave it-

older entries:
when the walls come tumbling down - 2007-08-17
long weekend - 2007-05-21
gays gone wild - 2007-04-22
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13

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