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2006-02-08 - 8:32 a.m. so you don't know where you're going - coldplay the last few days have been........something. no one word would do them justice. great. crappy. all of the above. things with adam are getting strained. we had brunch w/ adam and his b/f, recently, and some stuff happened and adam just made some snide comments at my expense. why can't i keep a gay friend? i've seen groups of gay male friends and they always seem to be sniping at each other. wtf? that's one thing that our hetero "bros" have got going for them. they don't base their male friendships on the golden girls, designing women, or dynasty. what is that bitchy component that we possess? i'm far from perfect and i'm guilty of assholery in the first degree, at times. i just don't get why these "friends" do this shit. adams little bitchfit came out of nowhere. it's like getting suckerpunched. anyone who knows me can tell you what happens when someone takes a swing at me. i wanted to hit him very badly. i didn't though. it's not all macho bullshit on my end either. that kinda stuff also hurts my feelings. i thought we were cool, you know? there's also the fact that adam and i have a certain history that i thought meant something. there are some really great things about him, but, i'll be honest, i don't have it in me to take the suckerpunches. like, i know myself and i'll always be waiting for that shit and it'll affect our friendship. i've got a super low tolerance for bullshit. especially from people who are supposed to care about you. oh, what i said about the heteros? don't misunderstand me, straight guys gossip and shit talk, but, there's not that bitchy, dramatic mean streak attached. not usually, anyway. i'm oversimplifying, i know. but think about it dear reader(s), do you really wanna get me started on the finer points? i thought not. ugh. i'm already over this entry. i should have started with the good stuff first, but, i guess that the crappy stuff has been on my mind. the coldplay concert was fanfuckingtastic. i'll get into it more later. i really do wanna write about it, so.....yeah. also, we rented elizabethtown, last night. i've got to write about that too. seacrest out.... |
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