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2004-02-04 - 12:44 p.m.
...that nobody can deny

your love, it's a bitch - the stones

hey, i'm being a lazy ass. i haven't done that in awhile, and, i have to say, it feels wonderful. i was up early, however. it was matt and his poking thing. so, i'm not complaining. this morning was awesome. i love when he's down between my legs, doing his thing, and at the same time, running his hands over my chest and belly. it feels sooo damn good. he always says how much he loves my flat, smooth belly as he's kissing his way down. it drives me crazy.

god, i'm horny.

anyway, after matty left for work, i went for a little run. i called chad to see what he was up to, but, he wasn't home. i was gonna rent movies, then, i figured, i'm not really in the mood to sit in front of the telly for hours. i'm all antsy in the pantsy. i don't know what to do with myself. hence, the pointless rambling.

i think that mando and "the artist" are gonna come up to see us soon. that would be so great. i picture us all hanging out in santa barbara, or, maybe santa monica. somewhere beautiful near the beach. i don't know why. mando and "the artist" seem to be doing really well. living together agrees with them. they are a great couple.

i've been back at work for about a month now. did i ever mention that i went back? anyway, i am. it's cool. i was a little sketched out by the driving at first, but, it's pretty much gone away now.

shannan organized a little welcome back thing for me. they kept it a surprise since they knew i wouldn't agree to it had i known. la liz got me to the bar by suggesting an after work cocktail. i had called matt to let him know i'd be home a little later, and he was like, "cool. have fun". so, i was truly surprised when he was sitting there with some of my co-workers.

so, yeah, i got all embarrassed. la liz took my hand and pulled me toward my party, since my feet/legs seemed to stop working. once we got to the table, matt came over, squeezed the back of my neck, like he does, and whispered, "surprise, pretty boy. just relax, 'k"? i nodded, and people started talking to me, and it got noisy, and everything went from slow motion quicksand to real time normality. it was cool. i had a really good time, and....yeah. the end.

is normality a word? isn't it?

so, work's work and it's kinda cool to know that i was genuinely missed. it meant a lot. that's the end of that.

guess i'd better go. i'm gonna try to make a meat loaf in awhile, and, i have to mentally prepare.

just kidding...

...sort of.

right.

later

-take it / leave it-

older entries:
when the walls come tumbling down - 2007-08-17
long weekend - 2007-05-21
gays gone wild - 2007-04-22
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13
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