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2003-12-04 - 2:31 p.m. it's such a freaky scene - rick james okay i took the ipod back and bought a creative nomad jukebox. i love it!! like, cover the kids eyes, there's a man with boner in best buy love. it was the same price as the 10gb ipod, except it's got 30gb. holy shit, that's a lot of gb. and, it came with a protective case, so i didn't have to shell out another 20 bucks like w/ the ipod. needless to say, i've been loading that fucker up with music for hours. it's sickening. truly. inbetween, i've been reading "mystic river" and i have to say, it's fantastic. such a good book. i will be done today. my next book is the pleasure of my company by steve martin. did anyone read "shopgirl"? i liked it, not loved it. i did like it enough to give his latest effort a shot. i also want to read the "nanny diaries", and "the devil wears prada". we're going to the o.c. this weekend. not for sexy fun with bronzed beach gods, but to celebrate my nephew's bday at knotts berry farm. have i mentioned this already? anyway, it's been a long time since i've been there, and we're looking forward to it. i asked matt if he wanted to maybe leave earlier and see his mom, he doesn't want to. i won't get into all that cuz firstly, it's not my story to tell. secondly, i can't truly wrap my head around writing your mother off. even though it's probably for the best, besides which, she wrote him off first. now see, that's what i'm talking about. i say it's "probably for the best", and i'm thinking, how the fuck do i know? who am i to say what's for the best? that my boyfriend, who i love should not speak to his mother? how do i know that. i may feel that, but, how do i know? ugh, i don't. plain and simple. i don't want to push. i've told him that i want him to do what he feels he has to, and that i'd be there for him no matter what. he knows i'm on his side, that i'm his. period. ooh, embarrassing.................................................................... i feel hot and dizzy. i'm not taking it back though. any of it. i'm still outta here though later |
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