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2003-09-23 - 11:32 p.m.
just everything

i'm the one who said, 'just grab him in the biscuits' - digital underground

what is a towhead? i know it's like a description, as in, tow headed brat, but what i wanna know is what EXACTLY does it mean?

has anyone heard the rumor that one of the queer eye guys is straight, or, bi? "they" say one of the fellas dates women. if i had to guess, i'd say kyan, cuz of the liberal use of the word "bro". then again, maybe it's ted. he's more asexual than heterosexual though.

well hell, if we're to believe that all these actors, musicians, and athletes are ALL straight, then i guess it stands to reason that some of the "gay" ones are straight too. once again, straights are infiltrating the very fabric of our society.

rat bastards.

i'm having breakfast with chad in the morning. this will be the first time that we've been alone together. i'm sorta nervous. he's really cool though, so, it should be okay. he wants to go thriftshopping and stuff, and la liz told him that i'd be the one to show him around, so.....i am, i guess.

i told her i wasn't entirely cool with the whole thing, but, she asked why not, and i really couldn't tell her why, so, i'm taking him shopping.

she actually told me something that i really didn't like. something like, "you need to be pushed. you have it too easy". it made me feel pretty uncomfortable, cuz it was like her brutal honesty, my hurt feelings, and the desire to tell her that she was totally full of shit. instead, i clammed up, looked down at my shoes, and said nothing. she tousled my hair, told me how cute i was, and said i'd be fine.

so, apparently, i'll be fine.

sometimes, i feel like i can't say anything to certain people. i'm talking friends of mine. it's like, i don't say much, but what little i do say is like the wrong thing. i'm not just talking shopping with chad either. it's a bunch of stuff.

if i have it too easy, well, it doesn't feel easy.

later

-take it / leave it-

older entries:
when the walls come tumbling down - 2007-08-17
long weekend - 2007-05-21
gays gone wild - 2007-04-22
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13

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