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2003-04-27 - 11:12 a.m. do you have the time to listen to me whine? - green day matt's sulking around the house, and i swear that it's not my fault. i swear it. he might beg to differ, but, he'd be wrong. i know that i've mentioned this guy who i think is cute, and maybe i flirt with. he came over this morning, to see if i'd run with him. i told him no. after he left, matt asked if that was gonna become, "a regular thing". i told him that i had no idea (which i don't). i told him that i'd tell him not to come over, or to call first, whatever he wanted. not that i'm in the habit of kowtowing to him, but, i've gotten myself into a bit of trouble before, and let's face it, i knew the road i was travelling down quite well. i cheated on mando, the artist, and others as well. i was a class A prick. i owe matt respect, not to mention the fact that i love and am in love with him, and i want to spend the rest of my life with him. you don't stick your dick into other people if that's what you want with someone. by the way, it's not like i can't control myself. it's not like i can't keep it in my pants, because i totally can. i'm not some sex addict, or some bullshit like that. i'm not michael douglas, for chrissake. but, it's time to grow up, it's not cool to see how far things can get before you pull the plug (or, don't "pull the plug" - lame joke). it's totally uncool to everyone involved. matt, myself, and even "the guy" cuz you're leading him on. yeah well... just had to get that out. now i'm embarrassed, and i gotta go. late. |
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