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2003-03-17 - 11:40 p.m. i'm goin' nowhere / somebody help me - the bee gees i never noticed how depressing that line was in that song. disco angst. who knew? i dunno, maybe everyone but me. matt drove me semi crazy today.
typical domestic bullshit. i sorta feel like i'm getting sick, and i'm not happy about it. maybe that's why i'm being an asshole. i just felt wrong today. wrong in every way. i can't explain it. this morning in the bathroom, matt was shaving, and i had to take a leak, so, i was, and he came over and sort of grabbed my ass, and i sort of snapped at him. i didn't mean to. it just happened. he was like, "what's your problem?". i just ignored him, and went back to bed. it's so strange, you know? the night before we were in bed, being frisky, and just a few hours later it's like, outta my face. we went to paddy's tonight, and i so could have done without that. now, i just feel tired, annoyed, slightly drunk, and not at all horny. which just makes me even more convinced that i'm getting sick. when we got home, i watched matt get undressed, and when he asked if i wanted to shower with him, i was like, "no, thanks". whatever. i hate when i feel like this. besides, the sahara hotnights show is wednesday. i will be there, but, how will i be feeling while i'm there? that's the question. now, about the answer... goodnight |
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