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2003-03-09 - 3:37 p.m. standing in line to see the show tonight - red hot chili peppers we just got back from s.b. (santa barbara). walked around state st. found some cool t-shirts at the segunda (thrift store), some basketball shorts at american eagle outfitters, and, the new nada surf at just play music. we ate at this fantastic pasta place in the paseo nuevo mall. it's cool cuz today is what i wanted yesterday to be. we kiboshed the ted leo show, rented the ring (loved it), and basically called it a night fairly early. we got up early, went for a run, showered, and headed out. the drive up is awesome. once you hit ventura, it's all ocean to your left. we almost bought this really cool end table, but, matty talked me out of it, pointing out that it was too big to haul. party pooper. anyway, it's just your typical gorgeous southern california day. speaking of gorgeous southern california...so many hot guys. i was so revved up. i think cuz i didn't get a chance to have at matt this morning. that's all been taken care of...thank god. so, my sweet boy's crashed out on the sofa in his birthday suit, and i'm sitting here, drinking a beer, wondering why i can't just fall asleep like that. i don't know why i bother asking. if i haven't come up with an answer yet, it's probably not gonna happen, right? i never wrote anything about the fact that matty, and i celebrated our 1 year anniversary last week. well, first, i'm very happy that we're together, and, i'm glad that i got over my reservations about living with him. i can't imagine not being that close to him now. it's still pretty amazing to me, but, as time goes by, i'm getting used to the idea that he's really mine, and i'm really his, and that we're together. as someone who always used to think that boyfriends weren't important, and as long as you had good friends, and guys you could have sex with (sometimes in the same person) that you were cool, i know now that i was mistaken. it's really a blessing to have a guy who's on my side, who's there to talk to in the middle of the night, who makes me feel invincible, who is a tiger in the bedroom, AND my best friend afterwards, basically, a guy just like matt. gotta go.. |
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