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2003-03-08 - 12:25 p.m. it never really is a good time / there's always nothing left to say - dinosaur jr. now playing: the postal service - give up
first of all, is juliette lewis not the most fantastic person alive? she is perfection. i was watching the isaac mizrahi show, where ms. lewis, and he were bowling, and she kept rolling gutterballs, isaac told her that he was going to use "toughlove" on her, so, if she didn't hit some pins that he was gonna hate her. she gets up, and you can tell she's really trying, and....gutterball. isaac, of course, is like, "oh, i love you even more now". it was moving television. like china beach, without the war, and stuff. ? eastenders just ended, and i'm still drinking my morning coffee. it's freaking 12:30 p.m. i was up at 9 though. i woke matt up at 10 for some lovin', and he's still in bed. the plan was to get up, run, have breakfast, and DO something. it ended up being, get up (late), not run, and do each other. not that i'm complaining. we ended up at the hong kong inn for drinks, last night. oy. double scorpions + beer = bad scene. i was pretty buzzed. la liz was there, and our buddy ryan. he's a never-was of mine. we made out once at a party, but, that was as far as it went. i was seeing mando at the time, so...yeah. i guess i was sorta flirty with ryan, and matty was sorta bothered. he wasn't mad, but, he says, "i still have to get used to your flirting". i know that i flirt. BUT, i honestly think that people make me out to be a bigger flirt than i am. here's the thing, it takes a lot to for me to be a ball's out flirt. so, how can i be such a big flirt when half the time i can't make eye contact? am i crazy? to me, a real flirt has the upper hand, like, they cast the looks, make the moves, say, and do things that set stuff up. i definitely DON'T do shit like that. i'm capable of it, like, if i'm super attracted to a guy, then it's on. i've basically chalked that up to, horniness knows no bounds. i surprise myself sometimes. but, that's not a common occurence. and by protesting this much to the charge, i probably sound more full of shit than a colostomy bag, so, end of topic. i heard the song black metallic, last night. i hadn't heard that in ages. i love that song. before i started writing this, i was reading other people's diaries, and i swear, i could just do that all day. one persons profile leads to more diaries, and it just gets outta hand. i've found a couple that i really like, and i love that. i'm fairly easy to please. my sweet boy is actually up. he looks incredible. stubble + bedhead + boxer shorts = schwing!! such a geek...later |
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