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2003-02-03 - 12:02 a.m. no more mr. nice guy - alice cooper matt took me out to dinner tonight. it was nice. we took our time, hogging up the table, lingering. steve's brother was our server, and the place was pretty dead, so i don't feel bad about doing that. plus, he kept giving us free drinks. he got a great tip. on the way home, matt asked me what i wanted to do for our anniversary. i got embarrassed, and shrugged. how lame am i? he kinda laughed, and asked why on earth i'd be shy with him about that particular subject. i couldn't even tell you why, so don't ask. i just did, you know? anyway, we got home, got in bed, and he was like, 'i'm serious. what do you want?'. again, i shrugged, mumbled, and turned away. he grabbed me from behind, and said he'd let me get back to him. smart ass. ugh. i was gonna get into this whole other thing, but, now i'm like thinking about stuff, and getting uncomfortable writing about stuff, and stuff stuff stuff. i say "stuff" a lot when i'm embarrassed. i don't know why i couldn't answer him. i just froze up like i sometimes do. maybe too much attention on me? like i had to come up with a super great answer. even though rationally i know that's not true. ugh, forget this topic. i'm dorky. oh, today, i was going through my closet, and i have so many pairs of jeans. i've got like a lot. i just bought some at a+f, and after i washed them, and was gonna hang them up, i couldn't believe how many pairs were hanging in there. it's actually kind of sick. and don't get me started on how many are practically identical in color. gay is one thing. wasteful is another. so, our one year anniversary is coming up, and that's pretty darn cool. i don't really care what we do, or if we "do" something at all. as long as i'm with my sweet boy i'm fine. oy, why couldn't i have said that earlier? did i mention that i was a dork? 'night... |
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