| current entry |
| older entries |
| profile |
| notes |
| lex designs |
| diaryland |
.....
 |
� |
|
2002-12-20 - 6:14 p.m. party all the time, party all the time, party all the time - eddie murphy i should be getting ready to go out tonight. instead, i'm on that damn computer. la liz had a holiday soiree last night, and i have just three words to describe it: fa-bu-lous, m'kay? it was a fucking blast...mostly. there was one small hitch. last night, matt wanted to borrow my favorite sweater. i let him cuz how i could not, you know? we don't really borrow clothes too often. we share like t shirts, jeans, the occasional tennis shoe, but i own like 3 sweaters (2 of which matt bought me), and the one i LOVE. my old puke green sweater. i've had it for like 8 years, it has one small hole over the left nipple area, but other than that it fucking rocks. so, he asked, and i said sure, and whaddya think? that's right, he spilled red wine all down the front of it. i wasn't there when he did it, when he came over to show/tell me, i let a, "jesusfuckingchrist,matt!", slip out, and he looked so sad. it broke my heart. when his beautiful brown eyes go sad, oh jesus. he leaned in close, and said, "baby, i'm sooo sorry. it was an accident." he was looking down at the ground so i crooked my finger, raised his chin, kissed his cheek, told him i loved him, and let it go. he smiled so sweetly i practically offered my new coat for him to spill on. normally, i probably woulda been a real asshole about that. i try hard not to be that way, but, stuff like that just gets to me. i'm getting better. i figured, why ruin this kick ass holiday vibe? why make your boyfriend feel like shit when you know good and well that he already does? so, drama averted. by the end of the night i was stoned, drunk, and well fed. her family is bawdy, and know how to pawdy. i thought i was gonna die at work today, but they let me go home early. i bought my sister a really pretty necklace, and matt the almost famous "bootleg edition" dvd, and some new red chucks at the mall. the nypd jock i ordered him also came in the mail today. i'm gonna put in in his stocking with the candy, and other goodies. is it lame? he's bought me stuff like that and i kinda like it. whatever. end of subject. tonights holiday party is hosted by steve & hollie. i know we're gonna have a good time again. i love this time of year. the parties, the clothing, scarves, beanies, the food, tamales, ham, my mom's fudge. oh boy!! i've been playing my christmas cd's, and matt's been teasing me, in a cool way. he says it's, "adorable". yeah, yeah, whatev. i really better get going.
|
|
| � |
older entries: |