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2002-12-09 - 10:46 p.m.
homo for the holidays

keep on movin'/ don't stop - soul II soul

now playing: the streets - original pirate material

i talked to mando on the phone this evening. he thinks i take everything way too seriously. that it's what he loved AND hated about me. i laughed, agreed, then asked how not to do that anymore. he laughed, said i just need to stop worrying so much. i laughed, told him if he was just gonna point out my obvious problems and NOT how to fix 'em, then he could just keep that shit to himself. he laughed, said, "oh, tone." and began to talk about something else.

anyway, the actual point of his call was to inform me that he was coming down for the holidays. and he's gonna be staying with matt and i. seems theres no room at his parents inn since all his brothers/sisters are coming up, down, or whatever. mando, "the artist", matt, and i are gonna have a nice quiet christmas eve eve dinner. i'm so excited! of course, "the artist" is beyond excited.

my nephew's first birthday party was really fun. everyone came, and he got lots of cute stuff, and i ate too much, and the end. the outfits i got him were the cutest by far. such a lucky boy to have a gay uncle.

have i raved about "everwood" yet? i love, love, love that show! i love everything about it. that damn wb. oops, they did it again.

i have 3 more gifts to buy that i forgot about. shit. i forgot about the gift exchange thing at work, so i have to get this girl something by saturday. saturday is our dept. holiday party. our company party was yesterday. i didn't go. i've gone every year for the last 7 years, and i just didn't wanna. the dept. party is gonna be cool though. much smaller, and just the people that i work side by side with everyday. don't ask me what i'm gonna buy blanca though. i have no friggin' idea. patches suggested a nice scarf like those striped numbers from the gap. it's warm, affordable, and practical. i think i'm gonna go with that. i also like the fact that it's more personal than a gift certificate. i love gift certificates, but sometimes it's nice to actually get a "thing", and not just a little plastic card, you know?

at least it's not like the year that my mom decided christmas was for shit, and just gave me some money about two weeks before, and said, "you're old enough to not have to worry about. here, buy your own presents." my feelings were hurt pretty bad, but i didn't let anyone know that. my mother. we used to have that love/hate thing going. a lot of it was me being a teenage shithead. not entirely though. she gets angry and says some fucked up stuff. she's got a go for the throat kinda mean. my dad has a big out of proportion blow up, then he's all better. but her, she's a find your weakness and harp on it type. the thing is though, i love her so much. i understand her. i know why she is how she is. not for nothing, i also don't blame her a bit...usually.

i have a new nickname for matt. i can't/won't share it here, but i like it and i think it's gonna stick. he was using one that i promptly put the kibosh on. i didn't tell him, but it's what mando used to call me. how's that for yucky? the creepiest part is that he'll still slip and use it occasionally, and i'm waiting for the day that he "slips" in front of mando, and then mando will think that i let matt call me what he used to call me and he'll think that i'm some sort of freak. OR what if he thinks i asked matt to call me the name? EWWW.

oh jesus.

-take it / leave it-

older entries:
when the walls come tumbling down - 2007-08-17
long weekend - 2007-05-21
gays gone wild - 2007-04-22
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13
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