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2002-10-29 - 10:18 p.m. to die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine - morrissey hot feeling: horniness hot activity: sex it boy:
this weekend is coming together. thur:stones. fri: strokes. sat: strokes. it's gonna be a crazy weekend. work is still disorganized, and frenzied. i'm working a lot, and that's good, but, when everything's jacked, it's the last place i want to be. i hate when it's all about money. it's what make the world (my world) go 'round. matt bought me a sweater, a beanie, and some sexy ck briefs. interesting combo, huh? this morning he was exceptionally randy. it's interesting to me when he's like that. i'm usually the aggressor, but, he initiates stuff too. i like it when he does that. i'm in a weird mood, and i don't know what to do about it. i pick the worst times to get restless. i'm off wed./thur, and i'm so glad. i'm gonna start my christmas shopping. i have to. today, i got to watch a little of the angels victory parade in anaheim. it was cool. i'm so glad they won. they deserve it. they're so humble, and they all had a hand in the victory. gotta love the underdog. i got a call from mando, and he's coming down to see "the artist" this weekend. "the artist" says he's outta here come the new year. he's moving to san diego to be with mando. i'm glad. it's so strange to be in this place where i am happy for them. i remember when they first hooked up that i was not pleased. two of my exes getting together was a bit hard to take. i'm not really sure why, but, i'm not gonna lie. the whole sex thing is strange too. i will admit to the fact that i still think about them sexually. like we'll be hanging out, and i'll flash on past encounters with each of them. i told matt, and he was like, they're both very cute, and you can't help the fact that you know them in the biblical sense. it's true, you know? i know what they look like w/o their clothes, and that's that. so, when i think about them in that way, i try to not beat myself up over it. my neighbor came over, and got me to buy some candle/gift basket things she's making for christmas. they're cute. so, i thought, why not. i'm kind of a pussy when it comes to that sorta stuff. like i can't say no, you know? anyway, that's two people taken care of. i have no idea what to buy matt. i know i want to buy him some clothes. i'm thinking about some tickets to see "rent". it's playing in l.a. next month, and he's never seen it. i already know he got me tickets to see social distortion at the house of blues. he knows how much i fucking love them. they're one of those bands that i can truly say that i grew up with. it's funny to think about it. i bought mommy's little monster when i was in 7th grade. god, that was a long time ago. they still rule. some of the best times in life have been had at social distortion shows. music is so important to me. it's everything. i NEED it. i just feel like typing my head off. in too much information news: i stopped shaving my arms. the hair is growing back, and i'm done doing that. i don't know why i even started, but, i'm done. pretty lame, huh? at least i never shaved my legs, or my chest. i used to think about shaving my chest, but, i'm glad i never did. it's so...lame. the things we gay boys do. i had a guy i screwed around with who shaved everywhere, and it was cool, but, i still woulda done him with the hair. it doesn't matter. he liked when i licked his armpits. i don't mind hairy armpits. i'd still lick 'em. i watched this porn movie once, and this guy would be making out with other guys, and he'd lift one arm up in a lick my armpit way, and none of the other guys ever did it to him. it was so funny. they'd be making out, then the one guy would move down to kissing his tits, and when the other guy would raise his arm, nothing. so, he was just a guy with his arm in the air for no reason. what am i talking about? licking armpits, buying candles, music, blah, blah, and more blah. i guess that's my cue. goodnight. |
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