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2002-06-25 - 9:10 a.m. turn on your heartlight...let it shine wherever you go...neil diamond hey, so i called matt, and apologized. i asked if i could go over, and he said, "please". i did, and we did, and i'm glad i called. i'm learning a lot in this relationship. about him, and myself. things i've always done before, cuz i could get away with them, aren't so easy to pull anymore. i get called on my bullshit often. so, laying in matt's bed, he told me he was mad, and he was taking his part of the blame in our stupidity. i was glad he did that. i wasn't expecting it, so, yeah cool. it didn't matter though, you know? i just wanted to say i was sorry, and be with him. and not just sexually, but, with him like, in proximity. (i hope that's the right word in the correct usage.) i mean, i'm not gonna see him for almost two whole days. anyway, i'm home, and i'm throwing clothes in a bag, and i'd better get a move on. i'm so dorkily happy, right now. i'm in love. i'm embarrassed. i'm gone.... |
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