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2002-06-20 - 11:33 p.m. is it bad that i already want this weekend to be over? matthew, not to be confused w/ matt is arriving friday evening. we're gonna pick him up, and probably have dinner or something. saturday, is pride in l.a. that's gonna be an all day affair. sunday, is olvera st./citywalk. i'm gonna be in such a bad mood on sunday. i'll be tired, hungover, and blah, blah. matthew will be visiting family in smltwn. then, going home monday. god, i'm exhausted just thinking about it. all i want to do for the next week is screw around w/ matt. that's it. period. i told him that i don't want to talk about living together until after this weekend is over. i don't think he liked that, but, he agreed. i did tell him i loved him, and my mind isn't already made up. i think he thinks it is. i just have to think. i'd love to live w/ him. there's a part of me though, that thinks it's just too soon. it's not about money, or me wanting to fuck other people, or not being sure if i love him. i just...fuck man, i don't know. it's a big fucking deal. that's all. i'm done. goodnight... |
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