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2002-06-19 - 10:25 a.m.
note to self: shut the fuck up...

i'm going back one day...come what may...to blue bayou...linda ronstadt

hey, right now, i'm watching simon, and tamika, from american idol, have a verbal battle on good day live. it's very awkward. why did they have her call in while they're interviewing simon. it's so...intentional, that it's embarrassing to watch. okay, here's my segue opportunity. i mentioned sending an embarrassing email recently. of course, like most things, it's only embarrassing to me, BUT, now i can't w/b. i will soon, i promise. i'm just a weirdo, and i need some time. oh gosh, writing that makes me wanna get into something, but, i was gonna get into something that i didn't get into last night. oh well, so much for my new streamlined entries. just between me, and me, i knew it wouldn't last. okay, i sometimes wish i wasn't quite so shy, or whatever. like, if i go awhile w/o talking to a friend. like a month or so, and i go see them, i feel like it's the first time all over again. i hadn't seen steve in awhile, and i went over, and i was sooo embarrassed, at first. finally, he says, "tone, it's just me. relax". i've known him since i was in 6th grade. but i STILL get bashful, and uncomfortable. i used to wonder when is this gonna stop. now, i'm basically resigned to the fact that it ain't never gonna. fuck. you know what, i'm done. this is shit, and i'm pist at myself for even fucking getting into this. later...

-take it / leave it-

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