2002-06-04 - 10:52 a.m.
time after time
if you're lost..you can look..and you will find me..time after time...cyndi lauper some come to laugh their pasts away...some come to make it just one more day...grateful dead it's like a totally different head...totally - johnny slash yaaaawn, hey, this morning matt looked so unbelievable in his little white boxer briefs, that i had to pinch myself to make sure i wasn't dreaming. afterwards, as we lay in each others arms, i still wasn't sure...the vision of matt's beautiful brown eyes, and freckled nose, underneath his adorable bedhead is something i realize i cannot live without...wouldn't even remember how to. so, i made us breakfast, and we ate it in bed. we're staying in allllll day. tonight, we're going to amoeba, and checking out los lobos. their album drops today, and they're gonna play in store. i'm so stoked about that. then maybe roscoe's chicken and waffles. i am a fortunate man, and i know it. in ways that i'm sure i don't even realize, or appreciate. i just wanted to put that down, so that when i find something new to worry, and obsess about...and i will, that i can maybe remember this, and read it, and relax a little. i have good things, and good people in my life. i have matt, and he has me, completely, totally, wholeheartedly. today is a day for introspection, and happiness. i'm 29 today, and i am loved...i am a fortunate man.
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