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2002-05-19 - 11:55 p.m. hola, oh my goodness, i just got back from one heck of a dinner. this girl i work w/ is moving to sweden, because she fell in love w/ this guy on the internet. i can't really go into it because i'm gonna try to keep this short, but i hope it's not as creepy as it sounds. it was a rip roaring good time...? i kinda want to get into the basic stupidity of a large group of people in a restaurant, but...i won't. be thankful people..really. i'll just say this: if you don't care about food, and ordering, or the poor, dear server, then we should just have had drinks at a bar, or gone to someone's house, and drank there. i had quite the hectic weekend, and i'm glad it's over. matt might be moving, and i don't want to get into it just yet, but i'm scared. it's all in the name of career advancement. i don't want to hold him back, but...the selfishness i'm full of is threatening to rear it's ugly head. that's the diff between him, and i...i have a "job", and he has a "career". why do my boys keep moving? first mando...now matt..maybe. um...episode 2 is the fucking nuts!! sooo good. i loved it. two nipples up, and out. brent is maybe...gay...i...think? if he's not then okay, but if he IS, then he's coming on pretty strong...if i'm reading him correctly...and i think i am. don't even get me started on this topic. there will be plenty of time to obssess later. oh boy. speaking of gay...the guy i wrote about in a very early entry of mine. my friends cousin...i saw him at episode 2, and then i saw him at the restaurant tonight. i was outside smoking, and he came out, and talked to me. he gave me his cell number, and i was thinking, dude, i'm so not gonna call you. i'm not saying he was trying to pick up, but, just cuz we're both "family" doesn't mean we're now best friends, or whatever. am i being a bitch? i hope i don't sound like one. i just..at this moment..don't see the point. maybe i will like in a few days, or something. i'm in a strange mood right now, and the people i had dinner w/ were not to my liking. i work w/ all of 'em, but they work in a different dept. ,and they're all pretty fucking...nutty. not my usual scene. a pretty sketchy crowd. i'm just a big fat skinny little freak. oh, i got rolling stones tix today. nosebleeds, as i feared, but you know what? fuck it. the stones are incredible, and it's gonna be on halloween, and it's gonna be insane, and i'm gonna have a good motherfuckin' time. period. so, enough bitching. i must sound like such a dick when i talk about people, and i don't mean to, but, i have opinions, and ideas as to how people should behave, and i expect (too much?) from people. i wish i could be one of those, 'whatever happens..happens' kinda people, but i can't. sorry charlie. my cousin is getting married in a week, and that will be cool. i love when my big, crazy family gets together, which is often. i'm glad i have a big, close family. i think that they are my most precious gift. if you don't have family, you don't have shit. that's how i was brought up, and i have to say, i've changed my opinion on some things, discounted others, but, that's one thing i think i will believe forever. i'm really tired, and i don't sleep well, and i'm just basically waiting to keel over. goodnight. |
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