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2002-05-06 - 12:04 a.m. heard it from a friend who..heard it from a friend who...heard it from another you've been messin' around...reo speedwagon my mother's bday dinner was nice. the chart house was delish, as per usual. she liked the blouse i got her, and she liked the flowers that matt got her. i was very touched, because i didn't know he was gonna do that. his reward shall be an extra good sucking off. after dinner, i went to check out my friends new apartment. it's very swank. i may go see the knitters after all, next week. i want to, but, i'm sure about work. damn the man!! oh my god, i'm such an asshole. get this, steve WAS gonna go see the hives w/ me, but i've been telling him the wrong date. i kept telling him the 21st, but, it's actually the 28th. ooopps!! he's going to mex that weekend, and he won't be back in time. i felt so bad. i've never done that before. he was so excited to see them too. i'm evil, and bad. spank me!! j/k. tonight, at my friends apartment, i met the wife of one of his friends, whom i've met before, and is very nice. she talks...a lot. she seemed to be one of those people who didn't understand you if you were not married, or didn't have kids. you know the type.. they're actually like, confused if you aren't at least one of the above mentioned things. like, "what do you do with yourself". i'm like, "oh..i don't know. have a life"? just kidding. i didn' say that, but i kinda sorta felt like it, you know? picture it: matt's sitting right next to me, and she's like, "you're cute. you don't have a girlfriend"? or, "you gotta stop messing with the girlies, and think about settling down". i thought, hey, homegirl, just because you hung up your party hat, don't trip on those of us who haven't. it's sad, you know? like, everyone's married, and has kids, so, i got married, and had a kid. now how come everybody else didn't follow me, after i followed others? does that make sense? finally, after some nervous looking side long glances across the room, my buddies friend to his wife, "he's not single. he's seeing somebody, and he's sitting right next to him". i don't think she was crazy about the idea. oh well, good thing she doesn't have to live my life, cuz i don't think she could handle the anal. ha ha!! she was gonna start on the, "what a waste" thing, but thankfully her husband shitcanned that schpiel. she was a freak. she kept feeling matt's legs up, and commenting on his tan. girl, you better recognize!! i mean, really. first we're cute, and there to be fondled, and flirted with. and THEN, we're a waste of good genes, evidently. hello? married woman + married woman w/ child = keep your diddly darn hands to yourself, grabby mcgraberton. btw, i'm just fucking around. i'm never jealous when a chick flirts w/ the guys i'm dating. why should i be, right? i try not to be w/ guys either, but, it's harder. when i was w/ tafkaj, it was hard on him. he didn't know how to let me flirt, and every smile, or long glance was like, the worst thing ever. in retrospect, i could have done a much better job at teaching him to be gay. i think he thought that i was gonna fuck around with every guy i cruised. like i was just gonna say, 'pardon me, i've got a dick to suck. back in a jif'. i don't know. oh, before i forget. where in the heyall is xgayboi? i look for a new entry like everyday, and nothing. if you're reading this, i hope all is well. okay, is this like against dland etiquette? i've been name checking other people in my entries, and i don't know if that's considered a faux pas or not. not that anybody is reading this really. just another practical application of my nuerosis. goodnight. |
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