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2002-05-04 - 11:33 p.m. well, she was an american girl...raised on promises...tom petty and the heartbreakers whatup diary? maybe this train has already left the station, BUT, has anyone noticed that american girl, and last night, by the strokes, sound EXACTLY the same? today, i drank diet coke, and smoked cigarettes. i felt like a white trash debutante. oh goody, it's humble recommendation time!! i humbly recommend pleasant gehman's spoken word cd, i believe it's called "ruined". pleasant was one of the original hollywood punks, and scenesters. the readings on her cd are very cool. check it out. this morning, i had really good like, just-woke-up-slow-morning-sex. last night was alright. i got just shitty enough to tell matt, "quit acting like a twat", or something charming like that. it could have gone terribly wrong from there, but, he just pinched my arm, and told me to, "have another one". yeah, okay, i guess i was a tad beligerent. that's what happens when i have more than 3 or 4 drinks. SUCH a lightweight. this morning though, he DID tell me he had wanted to see spiderman, and he DIDN'T want to go out. i was like, 'hello! do i look like miss cleo, mon'. he has to tell me his wants, and needs, so that i can fulfill them in everyway...yeahright!! but, seriously, i can't read minds, and i ain't trying, youheard? i will wait to see if he gets better about it, and if not, i'll have to let him know how much that bugs me. i really can not stand that. trying to anticipate someones every feeling, and mood. no thanks. if you are in a serious relationship, then you gotta talk stuff out. none of that, "if you really loved me, you should know what i want" bullshit. i know a gang of guys that put up with that from their g-friends, and i just don't know. one more reason i'm glad to be gay! we're still in that butt sniffing stage. like, i know what i REALLY want to say/think, BUT, i don't know how he'll react. we're still getting to know each other, and that's fucking rad, you know? so we're not an old married couple yet. i hope we get to that point together though. awwww...........shut up. i sat around all day, and listened to dashboard confessional. |
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i saw the video for screaming infidelities the other day, and i gotta say, that boy is a hottie. he seems like a strong breeze would uproot him though. maybe him and calista flockhart should hookitup! her show got shitcanned, she could follow him around on tour now. see, i'm always putting others hapiness before my own. i've said it before, 'i'm a giver'. my moms bday is tommorow, and i think we're going out to dinner. i asked her if i could bring matt, and she said, "of course". i don't know why, but my eyes got sorta watery when she said this. i knew she's say yes. i probably didn't even have to ask, but, um....it was still pretty rad. (sniff sniff) tito, hand me a tissue...j/k. i obviously didn't go to hollywood tonight, and i have to say, i don't mind a bit. goodnight little friend