2002-04-11 - 11:34 p.m.
the beaver goes to hell

just tell me now, and i won't ask again. will you still love me tomorrow? - the shirelles

dear diary, i'm so confused. tonight i had dinner w/ the boy of my dreams. he's the end all ultimate. the restaraunt was very romantic. i even snuck a few sips of his alcoholic beverage!! it was keen. we came back to my house because my parents were at their weekly bridge game. we started to "neck", and this led to some "heavy petting". that's what the "easy" boys at school call it. diary, i don't want to become one of "them". i'm afraid i went too far tonight. i certainly don't want to get a "reputation". i would just die. die, i say. oh diary, what's a boy to do???

-take it / leave it-

older entries:
when the walls come tumbling down - 2007-08-17
long weekend - 2007-05-21
gays gone wild - 2007-04-22
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13
fried and objectified - 2007-03-13